Somedays in Twenty

It has been a hectic day for me. For these past few weeks things had turned out of hand. But again, those things you thought could kill you were actually making you stronger. (Or at least that's what I hope) Few unsolved workloads, few critical subjects, lecturers I'm afraid of (not because they're fierce, but because of the subjects themselves.). I don't really know if I can cope. These 24hours are not short. IT IS ENOUGH. It's just the pressure acting on the brain, the fear, the laziness, all sorts of excuses, where are those gonna bring me to? Have you ever thought of things that could make you right, but it actually can't? Cuz you came too far to the place you don't wanna come? And you almost arrive but you aren't sure whether you'll arrive or you'll flunk? Cuz you don't even know why you're here at all. It was a hard decision to make. AT THAT TIME. EVEN NOW. Some motivational quote could help I guess. Let's live for now. You ...

Terketuk nak menulis kerana terjadi pada diri sendiri. Untuk ingatkan diri sendiri. Dan siapa-siapa yang rasa, oh aku pun sama. We live in a big community gais. Jadi tajuk ini.. untuk mereka-mereka yang rasa pernah terdetik atau dah pun terbuat. Mana-mana lah, asalkan lepasni, jika jadi lagi, maka beringat. Pernah nampak member yang asal tudung labuh, tiba-tiba singkatkan tudung? Yang berkopiah ganti topi berseluar pendek main bola? Pernah tengok yang elok berstoking tiba-tiba cabut stoking pakai selipar seluar senteng? Paling mudah, pernah jumpa member yang duk bising sebut jaga ikhtilat, jaga hati, jangan couple tiba-tiba dia yang buat apa dia cakap jangan tu? Ini. Untuk kauorang yang rasa gatal je mulut nak menegur menyindir kerana rasa tak adil, 'apa jadah kau dulu bising dekat aku akhirnya backfire dekat diri sendiri pula?' Tak salah nak menegur. Nak membetulkan. Hatta nak bantu pandu cari jalan sekalipun. Tapi make sure niat nak menegur tu memang niatnya nak sed...